"I felt everybody that was a peer of mine was mates with everybody else, but I wasn't mates with anybody."

All she was doing just talked
A lot about the things she wanted to do
She spent a lot of time
Looking at strangers' 
Instagram accounts
She enjoyed herself
She wrote that book
She was too afraid to start
She spent 5 decades
Comparing herself
To others

I was wrong about anything, like you
I was wrong about little things, from you. I was wrong about you.

I mean like it's surreal.

Surely, supposed I didn't call your name. I wasn't thinking about you.

If there's a word beyond dumb, that should mine
If there's a word beyond hope, that should be you.