I have no idea what I have to write right now...
The thing that I really want to do is only chilling.
Then I realized that I need to write something to have some fun.

Okay, let me tell you some things that I've been struggling until now.

I feel like there are a lot of ups and downs happen in my mind that makes me really want to have a chill. When you are getting more age in your life, you can have it as a blessing. Somehow, bless is not only counted by the happiness you've got but also the problem that makes you stronger. That, makes me think that grow old is real trap. 

Everything that I've planned don't work well. 
As I am surrounded by the people that really believe in miracle, they all said that I have to say prayer more than I have done before. Surely, that advice really makes me nothing. I feel like they really blame me for not so good at that religious side. I don't want to put my hand on someone because lot of people said so and I can't even count it. To be honest, I do also believe in prayer so the miracle and My Lord as well. But please don't say a thing that makes the relationship between human and their God like nothing. You never know how often they have cried begging for miracle and you still say that their prayer is not enough. You may think that I don't really believe the power of prayer and my words really ruin my image. But come on, human can't decide. It's all in God's hand. Though, you have pray that hard if God says no, nothing will happen as you wish. Let it be. Let's keep it as our private. I know may be it sounds like I am stupid and so ewh but that is the border that I've made.

Apart from what I've said above, I just got short getaway. It's all because I have so tired with everything that don't work well. I need break. I spent a week with my family. Visit others house's and have a good time there. Eat a lot, laugh more, do stupid things together really makes me alive. Family is the only chill that work well for me. Luckily, my aunt have a nice home that really makes me feel homey. Nothing feel good rather than wearing tee and jeans to have some chill, note it!

why so relax
Have a good day
Aw snap!
I love how I can feel the wind that blowing easily with a cup of coffee in my my hand. I don't really like coffee but I don't know why I just drank it yesterday and I felt good. My aunt and my uncle have a cafe that the main thing you can have there is coffee. They brew and serve it by themselves, means that I have an uncle who is barista, which is cool. I just enjoy it without having time to take a photo of it, sorry not sorry.
Can't describe
Where flower bloom so does hope
A lovely little spot 
To tell you the truth, most of the decoration and stuff in my auntie was done by my uncle, cool indeed! I really want to do so but.....(if you know what I mean). Just let me work so hard so that I can make it happen then. 

Smile for your problems
Mi luv this spot and duck face pose
Lastly, I just want to thank to the people that always cheer me up, give me strength, and love. Let me know if you want some of my affection, I'll be glad giving it to you. For those who is struggling for their dreams and fame, do your best. Keep your relationship with God privately because I think God would love to make someone success in silence.

Kajja, Hwaiting!

Xo