And let me just tell you everything I have in my mind. And this one still have a tight-for me, knot with the urban kinda life.
Confused n dazed
I've been wondering why I really like the urban life, street style, grunge, rad, and all those kinds. It makes me, me. That's the answer.
As I said before, street is the real place to learn a lot about life. You can see all things that your governments have done, you can see fashion, you can see freedom, you can see life's irony, you can see a lot of faces hiding behind their own masks. All happen in a place called street. Even Fix You-Coldplay's music video started on the street. Basically, street will fix you.
I see life when I see you
Here all the things that I've realized. Mostly happen when I drove my motorcycle while listening music. I guess you know what kind of music genre. You never know other people's life better. I just hope that please stop saying "you will not understand me since you are not me". Guys, though I'm is you, it doesn't change anything. The one who can deal with your own problem, is you, yourself. Others may help but don't ask them something they can't deal with, like being you. 
A wallflower
I also learn that, being underestimated is suck. I've been through a lot of stories you never know- lucky that they built me up. The most pathetic feeling is being underestimated. Someone who can deal with night life-memories and lights, mostly feel that way. Yap, feeling underestimated by others. Somehow, it feels like it is killing your inner peace slowly. That's why I always try my best not to put someone in my position. Because I know that's worst. It feels like, "Okay, it's you. I got your name and wait until I prove that you are wrong". Honestly, to prove something is difficult tho. Tears and sweats are always there. Remember this, people will not notice you until you become something or nothing. Choose wisely.
Life oh life
When you laugh to your past, means that there's no regret. I know that some days in my life, I was easily carried away only by the mellow playlists. It's when I saw my past and realized how good to be here as I am now. By the time, I notice that the things that I really miss is not the person but the memories, the activities, and the feelings. And it's okay if you just feel that way, it's human. What to be nailed is that, you have to feel blessed about your life now or even past. I'm happy with my life now with all my flaws, bad dreams, gloomy pasts. Because they help me grow as I am right now, the stronger me.
Not dat girl
Nothing better than feeling grateful for what we have now. Someone may be waiting you out there or may be something good are there wanting you to come closer. If someone walk away from your life today, that's okay. Just say thanks because he/she has made your yesterday. If you want someone to be in your life and it turns out nothing, you are blessed. God knows everything better than you. He knows what's good for you. If that person is not there, means that you don't deserve him/her. You deserve better sounds cliche but it real. Stop asking for the best God can make for you, start doing His plans instead of asking the best. 
Wherever You Will Go
The highlight is that, smile. Smile just the best make up you can wear. I'll do it every time. People don't need to know how bad your day, how tired you are, how suck your life, as long as you put your smile on, you'll be relieved. 
You are more than beautiful when you are happy
Relieve for a while since I can say those note to (my)self. For all ups and downs in my life, you all are suck but I'm happy to have you. I might cry, I might stress, I might feel that I'm a mess, and I know those are good. I know that growing old is a real trap but I know that once you fall in a trap, it helps you be aware ahead. Xo!
God Bless You