OMFG! Hello Desember!
Been missing you all guys so much! 
Thousand times I have to say that finally I could make my time uploading new content for you here. I don't know whether you all miss me or nah but you have to know that I miss you.

And if you think that I'm forgetting my blog, you got it all wrong. Tbh, I always thinking hard about this blog. I got so much things on my head. Let's call it depression, or you named it. I got a little lost and don't know what I have to do except regretting all of things happen in my life. I was stuck in one point and don't even know whether I have to go ahead or step back. It happens several even thousand times in my life until now. Let's say that my happiness is Monday and my sadness is Tuesday. So close and the boundary is only 24 hours. To tell you the truth even I once felt hopeless with God's plan. I'm afraid of hoping too much. At that time, I was so confused and stressful. The only thing I could do is only write poems. I could write 3-4 poetry in a day-I think an hour. 

Those are the sad days before today. Though I still think that I'm not 100% relieved but I'll try.

I'm happy that I could tell you that story behind my smile and now let's move on to today's highlight.
If you know me so well, I've been falling in love with film and analog. I love how the filter change and adapt by itself, so natural. I have some analog camera but don't even know whether it still works or not. Soooo, I decided to use the instant app in my phone. Yesh, by using phone you can even have the experience using analog. Standing ovation for Gudak Cam. 

#nofilter
Practically, it's easy to use. You'll be given 24 films to spend in a day, take a picture, wait for it is developed, and results in front of your eyes. Ah ya, I need to tell you that you need to wait 24 hours for your film developing if you are not the premium member like me. For me, I don't mind it. 

my baby pooh-and a mess at his back, lmao
Well, using app before you go with the real one is the wise choice tho. Remember that there will be no tools to adjust the lights and stuffs like in digital camera. All you have to do is only adjust by yourself and tbh it's not easy af. And by using #Gudakcam you can practice how to use the analog camera before you use the real one. Because for me, 24 films is money and I don't want to spend my money for 23 failed films only lol. 

Kiddo I love
Well, there are many photography applications that offer you the analog look or even filter. Some of my friends says Huji Cam is good and Rearca is also good. Sadly, I couldn't find Huji Cam in my app store. Maybe, if you use iPhone, you can search for Huji Cam because my friend said it also worth like Gudak. You don't even need to wait for a whole 24 hours to get the result of your films. For Rearca, I found it's similar with Gudak Cam but I don't like it. I just love it because I don't even need 24 hours for film developing. Yet, there's a watermark since I'm not using the Rearca Pro (Premium stuff). For the results, I prefer Gudak rather than Rearca. May be it's because I'm not using the Rearca Pro like what my friend said. 

The time we meet
Last, I would like to recommend this cool app named SNOW. Beside #Gudakcam I also use #Snowcam for my good quality of selfie. #Snowcam basically just a camera application that let you use thousand effects from the cutest to the retro one. You choose. Since all of my favorite blogger use it, I choose to try it too then I'm addicted. This app is also my favorite like Gudak. They took my heart like pizza, burger, and fries did to me. 

Just Laugh
Come to the end of this too much words in a post, I just want to say that #filmsnotdead. One day I'll use the real analog for real and I'll show you the result. xx
Lemme say one thing for the next post-re: spoiler; For you always be judged for whatever you do, just do whatever you want to do. xoxox